you eat junk,
you wake up hating yourself,
by the evening you are overwhelmed by the emotional pain..
you think what point is there for trying when the girl you love
hasn't talked to you in two years and maybe never will.
You want to drink, do anything that will drive away the pain,
but you hear her voice saying, feel the pain, grow.
You say to yourself OK this evening, no distractions,
no food, no TV, no porn.. just feeling.
You see pictures of the past, of painful moments,
from 2 years ago, from 20 years ago, from the womb.
have been released.
You wake up to a new day.