Putting for  a moment aside what your Mom told

you, what self-improvement seminars have told you,

what movies have told you,

you think - I don't want to be normal,

I don't want to be nice. I don't want to be balanced.

I don't want to have a cat to get over my supposed fear of intimacy.

I just want to float in my imaginary worlds,

aren't I imaginary anyways?